I feel so sad today. I am alone here in the dormitory with no one to talk to.
No one to share my feelings. I feel so disappointed because a promise was meant to be broken. I can not yet accept that fact as of now. I was still full of hope that it will all come true. But then, the doors were already closed. He found someone else in a foreign country. I do admire him, for he has courage to tell me. He didn't wait for me to find it out from the rest of our friends. And he didn't let me wait for nothing. He told me that there's nothing wrong, its just that he cannot stand a long distance relationship anymore (It's almost a year of long distance relationship). He need someone to be there by his side. I do have to understand that. This is life. I love him, I must let him go. Maybe we are not really meant for each other.
Before I click the publish button, there's only one thing in my mind: "To keep myself busy, so I don't have time to worry and cry" ...
